One day we will understand but for now I am left with thoughts of how it could have been. My heart is broken, shattered and stranded on the corner of Boulevard of broken dreams. I guess the perspective we shared on life with individuals has evaporated to meaningless words. I guess all good things must come to an end. I worried myself until nothing ceased to exist. The weight of the burden compacted my soul; these walls are closing in on me. An angel came to me one day and told me to kneel down and pray. I did. Now the joy of my world is living inside of me everyday. I've found purpose, purpose through love, strength, courage and wisdom. It was inside of me all along.
The Joy is that - I found a friend in me. I found a friend in Jesus, and I found a friend in my surroundings. I have found a friend in you. I found that heaven don't last always. Sometimes we have to go through hell; mentally, physically and most of all spiritually. I've been downtrodden enough. It's time for me to saddle up and ride into the sunset. I have to say that their was/is not a bone in my body that said I didn't "care"; but I've given up on hope. The joy is - that I finally found a friend. A friend called "life". I have to love it, breathe it, embrace it and live it on my own.
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